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I talked to someone today in gym, because there were only 6 people there due to the freshman being gone, and us being the only sophomores.
We talked for an hour, at first about little things, casual things.
But after awhile, it got personal and deep.
It made me realize that even the people who seem to be happy all the time, who laugh more than others and joke around more than others, can be crying for help on the inside.
I knew that before, but... it hit me today, harder than it ever has.
And, he told me, that he didn't want me to commit suicide.
We don't talk much, a little bit here and there. But... he told me that he would be devastated, along with naming all of my friends that would be devastated... It just made me really happy, knowing that even someone who I rarely ever talk to cares. And I learned some things about him today. I care about him, too.
He told me if I ever needed to talk, I could text him or talk to him.
I told him the same.
I told him the same.
It saddened me that someone so cheerful all the time was in so much pain.
He doesn't deserve it.
No one does.
So, if you're suffering and in pain, I'm really sorry. I know what it's like.
If anyone needs someone to talk to, please don't be afraid to talk to me.
I'm always here and willing to help.
I love all of you.
And believe me, people do care.
<3
hello hi i exist sometimes
i want to be a premium member for a day so i can change my username. i hate it so so sosooo much
anyway
what do you guys want to see more of? like? digital art? drawings? sketches? watercolor? ink? idek anymore
i felt like i was drawing the same thing over and over again when i drew people so i changed to design for a little bit
i just feel like no one rly cares about my art cuz when i post something im super proud of itll get maybe 3 favs tops and theyre from my friends so.. oh well
i just want to kno if anyone actually cares. i can do requests, too. don't be shy. srsly
i like taking song lyrics or quotes and practicing calligraphy wit
Yo
I'm alive, I promise
Just slightly busy, slightly depressed
BUT I've been doing art again, I'm gonna start finishing things I started a while ago. promise. this time. yeah.
Also I will do requests or commissions if you'd like, I just can't promise a set date that they'll be done by because 1. busy and 2. I'm really picky about my art and it takes a long time to finish something because I spend too much time on details x:
I don't rly know how to set a fair point amount so, if you want something, just note me and like compromise with me or something~ for something easy like 5-10, but for something more complicated it would be like a lot mor
Hey
So, now that it's summer and I'm dogsitting at a house a few miles from mine, alone, have the whole house to myself, you get the point, I was planning on drawing and painting and coloring and doodling and just full out doing art. I brought it all with me.
But
I couldn't fall asleep last night. So I stayed up on my phone until I couldn't function and finally fell asleep around 3. Well, I got woken up at 7 instead of noon, and my mom sat on my bed. And she was crying. She told me our dog died this morning. I was half asleep still and I just stared, whispering "No, no, no" over and over again. My dad came in too and sat down. When they left I
tarry i stole this bc i have no life
dank u tarry
ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Smnth
TWO - Are you single?: Nah
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 3
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Black, probably, and white- mostly band shirts. If not then blue
FIVE - Least favorite color?: To wear? Yellow or pink idk
SIX - Favorite candy?: Chocolate uvu
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: Oxygen
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: For the most part, I'm just happy school's finally over
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Yes some chick from the spiderman movie, Kirsten Dunst?? idk I have red/orangey hair
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?
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I know his feeling. Within two weeks (These two passing weeks to be exact) I've lost two of my best friends who I thought were the closest ever. I gave up almost all of my time for these two, and they have no idea how much they've hurt me because I'm trying to stay strong. You're the second person to know, besides the person I have a crush on. I shared so much with both of them...I never knew that they would want to hurt me like this. I've wanted to kill myself for weeks, but I don't want anyone knowing how much pain I'm in, because I like to cover myself with that tiny plastic sheet of joy to try and keep myself going to forget all the bullshit happening out there.
Sorry for posting all this, but the fourth paragraph got to me because I know what that's like.
Sorry for posting all this, but the fourth paragraph got to me because I know what that's like.